zoeyy a pic of all the GEMZ pics.
all of it.
but none included me.
then in the centre she wrote 'best friends','this is what best friends look like' & 'my best friends'.
so i guess im not her best friend,am i?
i guess im not part of GEMZ either.
i told myself not 2 caree.
but its really,really hard.
i cant help feeling..unwanted by them.
it really hurts.alot.
*sigh*
i just dont understand whyy theyy hate me so much.
what did i EVER do 2 them?
whyy do theyy hate me so much??!!
ugghhhh.
im so pathetic.
i cant do anything rightt.
cant even keep myy best friends.
im such a sucker.
AGHHHHHH.
whats wit the self-pity cheryl??!!
sorry,i dunno whats wrong wit me.
gone abit loco.
its myy daily ritual.